Well, I won 2500.00 yesterday, that was pretty darn cool. Then I won another ten bucks on a scratch and win ticket. So I bought a children's wish foundation lottery ticket on a house to be drawn on October 3rd.

Well had to file my first police report today. Just wanted to start a paper trail in case the abuse escaltes any further. I don't understand how irrationality can be the maystay of the day in the mind of any one human being. Some people are completly devoid of human emotion and rational thought.

can't wait to go to the spa, tunnel mountain resort here we come. I am going to reread Flow and Synchronicity, I think I will pay closer attention to the messages and take the right direction this time. I will be phoning my lawyre tomorrow to see if she has my paperwork done yet. Must move on, one step at a time. More reminders again today.

I bought a new laptop today. It has a flip screen and w0rks like a really really really big blackberry. Now I can play all the latest myst games again. yay. Now I can use the computer before arianna goes to bed rather than after. ha ha ha